The windows
were grated, the doors barred; each room had the name as well as the appearance
of a cell; and the very porter who stood at the gate, habited like a jailer, with his
huge bunch of keys at his girdle, his forbidding countenance and surly
demeanour seemed to be borrowed from Newgate. He brought home her first “meal”, a man who he
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claimed was a highwayman who had raped several women
and was destined for the hangman’s noose. But then you're an adopted
son, and that makes all the difference. One keeps rules in
order to be one’s self. “I’ve never been prone to
them. I was rude and stupid. She fell into a deep delirium, whispering hoarsely to
her dead mother, cursing God in Heaven, cursing her
doctor, cursing herself as apparitions of devils and
demons pulled at her with yellow ochre hands. “I don’t mean simply intensity of sensation. ”
“Yes, yes. Rather a magniloquent term, perhaps, but what
else am I to say? One of these is that the most absolutely selfish thing in the
world is to give way to depression, to think of one’s troubles at all except of how
to overcome them.
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